Friday, May 31, 2019

Don't let your amotions make your decisions

Ana(let’s name her) appreciates everything she got and she couldn’t ask for no more but 6moths ago she were in different mind and she was living different life.

Ana was 24 years old when she met her husband which she loved very much, he was her world and more,they had beautiful relationship and happy life. After year being together she got pregnant, they was so exited and was looking forward to all new experience in their life, they was planning all future together and couldn’t see it any other way. After Ana had a baby she staid at home and looked after newborn and house, she was happy that way…

Maternity ended Ana had to go back to work and then everything changed.

Started daily routine,house,work,Ana and her husband felt tired and drained all the time,they wasn’t interested in going for a day out or spending time with close friends as they want to rest.

In Anas work she met a new girl who became her good friend but her priorities in life was different then Anas,she didn’t had partner or the kids or anything that Ana had. She was young single girl who liked men attention,was clubbing,drinking,using drugs and she was happy that way.

Ana spend more and more time together and less with her family, Ana and her husband started to have disagreements about bills,work household and that Ana is never home. Ana paid less and less attention to her husband and what he had to say.She was tired from all the routine that she had and secretly liked her friends life. Her friend keep said to her that they must go out together to club it will be fun, it would help her run away from routine. So they did, they went to club,Ana had a drink and she liked that it was no problems, no responsibilities it was like other world. She started doing this more often, then clubs changed to not going home for couple of days, alcohol changed drugs, her friend became her best friend and her husband became her least favorite person whose voice would drive her mad. She thought that grass in her friends house is greener and she wanted to have same life as her friend.

So Ana decided to leave her husband and take child with her, she moved in with her friend, her husband tried to fight for her so bad he did everything but she wasnt interested she thought she don’t won’t life like she had.

While child was up her husband parties,clubs and single life carried on till six month after she woke up one morning and felt weak,scruffy,dirty,tired and depressed , she went in shower and she just sat there and cried she didn’t know how to stop all this all she knew she didn’t want to have life like this,she knew that the only person who can help her it was her husband but she treated him so bad that she was too afraid to ask. After shower she dressed up took her phone and left her friends house, she went to her house where she had an amazing life and a wonderful family. Ana didn’t knew how to tell him or what to say. her husband was speaking about their child and Ana in the middle of it shouted out with the tears in her eyes ” I need your help,please help me”. Her husband hug her and said “finally, you don’t know how I was waiting for you to come back to yourself”. So she told everything she done In this months all mistakes she made. He forgived her and didn’t judged her. Because he knew her more then she knew herself.

Ana moved back in her family home, stoped all the contact with that girl and she regrets every day her decisions she mad drived by her emotions.

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